The work out that might just have changed my life...

Hey Blog,

I know it's really late... but I just had to post this up. I just had a great workout, and this workout really gave me some perspective. I don't know what it was, but I breathed so clearly while I ran and did all of my exercises and I'd never felt so alive while doing a workout like I did tonight. It was... an incredible experience, that I don't think I have ever gone through while doing something like this.

Well, when I concluded my jog... I took a moment and I prayed. I prayed for a long time for my beautiful person. I prayed for the journey that was ahead, and I prayed for the goals I hoped to obtain. I found a confidence in that moment that seemed to pierce into my soul, in a good way. I felt confident in my ability to burn off seventy-five pounds by the summer time. I felt confident in my ability to get through this hardship, and continue to be who I am. I felt confident in my beautiful person's journey, and I'm glad she took this time to make this choice. I want her to find herself on this journey, and I do hope that one day she'll return. If she does, I hope we can carry on from where we left off when it ended... a beautiful relationship, where every kiss was like a fresh breath of air, and every smile was like a new day.

I know it may seem like I'm banking on that in a silly manner. But... I am confident in the way things are. I was a jerk over the past few days, and it was wrong for me to do some of the things I did. I was confused, and out of that I became foolish and did silly things. I'm sorry... to the people that I got caught in the middle, my great friends, my friend's awesome parent, and my beautiful person. You all mean the world to me, and I hope I can make the best of things this year.

I still have a lot of questions, and I'm still not sure about some things. But my confusion isn't blinding me, I now just have questions. I have passion right now, for things to come, and the things that I might learn. I still know what I want, and I still want to stick to my goals. But right now, I feel filled with hope, faith, and strength.

I love you my beautiful person. I love you my wonderful friends. I'm ready for the path ahead, and I will stop at nothing to go forward. I will continue to grow, I will finish my education, and I will build the Bat Cave I told you about beautiful person. I told God that I knew you'd do great things for the world, and I stick to that.

The world is a beautiful place... and the path ahead is rife with wonder. Although your smile wont usher the sun up for me, I think I'm willing to go on without it for a bit... God knows I'll miss it. But, I hope you'll continue to smile bright regardless, and never bring yourself down, always bring yourself up. You're a beautiful girl, body, mind, and soul. Don't forget it!



All right, lets do this!

Take it easy Blog!